I hate roller coasters!!! I do not like the ups and downs or the twist and turns!! They make me sick!! I feel as though I am on one now days!! The United States Marine Corps Roller Coaster...get in, sit down, shut up and hold on!!! One day they are shipping out in January then they may ship out this month and then I get the phone call that Justin will be deployed before Christmas and so when he comes home this weekend I will be having Christmas with him!!! I am cooking him breakfast and having the some family over and we will have Christmas morning on December 5th...just 20 days early!! Yes I know he will be fine and yes I know that we will all be praying for him and that he is trained well...but who and I mean who will put my heart back together!! I talk to him everyday several times a day and once he leaves...who is going to put my heart back together!!! I know that you all are here for me and I need each and everyone of you...now more than ever!! This is a happy picture to look at...He loves to come home and see his family!! He is the happiest here, but felt like that USMC is what God wanted him to do and yes it has brought several people back into church and it has definetly help my prayer life!! I just know that when I can't do anything else...I just Pray!! So I will be doing lots of Praying for the Months to come!!!
You all have a great day!!